i I i

it came to me in meditating and learning from my teachers that my ego is tied to the capital i I i.
yet the great I AM is so much more than i. it was one of those aha's that is too hard to put into words.
it has to do with how i, this spirit in LindaBear-body, am so connected to all other spirit and yes SPIRIT. it is me saying that while i am also; i am I AM.
muddy? boring? it's only me trying to make heads and or tails of life again.
or maybe it's me just trying to be humble...pretending to be? hmmm.
De Mello says that God and we are ..."not one, not two...". That one does not exist separately and yet one is not the same. "Like the ocean and it's wave..." he says - how do you have waves if there is not ocean and how do you divide them? but are they one? no ... and yes.
and so i am i. and the great I AM and i are the same and not the same and cannot be parted. oh well, you get the IDEA!

'I Exist
i exist
on all levels ~
energetic, physical, spiritual...
all realities are open to me
i can choose one or many dimensions
i stand, 1 foot here, the other, there, because
i exist'
llc